Wanting another

Wanting another

Ive always wanted a bunch of kids. I also want to have my kids while im young and can enjoy my older years and hopfully plenty of grandchildren!
I have irregular periods so im not positive on how many days late i am. I am also not positive...on pregnacy tests. My last peiriod was january 15, 2019. Its been a year since ive had the nexplanon implant removed from my arm. Im always afraid that for some reason i wont be able to make anymore babies. I really hope i am pregnant. I hope for a postitive test each time i take one. I know i should probably go to the doctors and just have them check but i dont want to go and have them tell me that i am not pregnant. Is there any signs that would almost definantly say im pregnant that i should look for? Sometimes i feel sick in the car, i seem to pee more, but still not even a faint line. Not even one where you look real hard Nd see it.